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Cemerong – 29/0808

Waaa. . . da lama I plan nk pi mandi air terjun kat cemerong ni. Nama ja 3 taun study kat dungun tp cemerong pn xpenah pegi. Dgr cita air terjun ni da 9 tingkat!!! Mak oi tggi nya. . . tggi xtggi jom kita p sana. Moh ramai2. . . Huhuhuhuhu. . . kira besh la tmpat ni. Cantek bangat!!! Xsangka lak aku tmpat ni cantek. Excited sgt smpai lupa nk amik pic kat main entrance. Terlepas LOL. Tensen tol. . . jernih n air sejowk tol air kat cni. Tp slack 1 ja. . . tmpt ni berbatu sgt. . . tp ni pn I p tingkat 2 ja. Xnaik smpai atas pn. Kat rendah pn da kira besh da. . .

lawa giler la tmpt ni. . .
air jernih n sejowk sesgt. . .
try la p aite. . .
xkan rugi punya. . .

FeSkO. . .

Fesko – 25/08/08

Fesko ni shortform for FESTIVAL KOLEJ. Fesko ni part of UiTM pnya aktiviti. Byak gak la aktiviti2 yg berlangsung selama seminggu ni. Mcm2 ada. . . kira besh gak la fesko ni. Malam plak da bukak gerai2. Da yg jual makanan, baju, kasut, selipar n mcm2 lg la. . . kitorang ni time ni la nk sonok2. Bkn sonok pa. . . sonok berposing la!!! Hahahaha. . .

da penat jejalan 2 kitorang lepak2 la. . .
makan2 minum dlu. . .
n masa ni actually memba da bertanding nyanyi. . .
dia dpt johan. . .kira bangga gak la. . .
2 la seb baik aku da kasi sokongan. . .
hahahaha. . .

ni time beli2 makan da next day. . .
sempat lagi pas beli makan terus posing. . .
hahahaha. . . jom makan. . . jemput2. . .

ni b4 nalik. . .
tmpang beskal sapa ntah jd prop posing kitorang. . .
lantak la labu. . . labi xkesa. . .
hahahaha. . .

MarKet DaY. . .

Market day – 24/08/08

Event ni actually part of our subject which is Internatinal Business (IB). So, kitorang kena wat satu market day. Kitorang kena bukak gerai (booth) tuk jual pa saja lah berkaitan ngn international business ni. N kitorang kena la plak pilih one country as part of our business priority. . . So, I pnya group pilih ITALY. . . Bkn pa, I suggest nk jual la Italian cuisines mcm spaghetti, macaroni, pizza, garlic bread and mushroom soup plus perler beads!!! Kira okai gak la kitorang pnya planning. Berjaya gak la ciapkan suma2 persediaan b4 event ni start. Yala, bis ja midterm break terus start. So, terpaksa la pendekkan kitorang pnya cuti kan. . . kalau x alamak xjalan la kitorang pnya event ni. . . ha, sebelom lupa kitorang namakan group kitorang "Viva Italia". . . cun dak nama ni. . .

mari adik. . . mari akak. . . mari abg. . .

meh kita pakat ramai beli pizza meh. . .

hahahahaha. . .

haa. . . sambil tggu customer dtg, kita posing la dlu. . .

ni time bru bukak kedai. . .

so customer xramai lg. . .

ha, kitorang pa lagi. . .

posing la beb!!!

posing lagi. . .

posingx3. . .

SOrrOwfuL. . .

Salah satu cara untuk aku mengekpresikan perasaan aku adalah melalui lagu2. Samada ketika sedih ataupun gembira. Kekadang 2 lagu yang kita dengar mmg untuk kita kerana hanya kita yang mendengarnya akan memahami setiap lirik yang tertulis. . . pengalaman dan luahan hati kita xubah seperti liriknya. But, 4 diz month is only for da emotional songs. Repeated, emotional songs only!!!

I dedicate all of diz songs for myself and doz who are in emotional, missing n loving sumone very much and also for anyone who has been left by da love one. GOSH dats really HURT coz I noe such dat feelings. . .



menjaga hati

Masih tertinggal bayangan mu
Yang telah memekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah petanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi kau telah berpaling

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
Engkau menjauh aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diri ku masih mengharapkan mu

Masih adakah cahaya rindu mu
Yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
Aku takkan bisa hapus dirimu
Meski ku lihat kini kau di seberang sana

Andai akhirnya ku tak juga kembali
Aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati. . .



sampai syurga

Ku membenarkan jiwaku untuk mencintai mu
Ku persembahkan hidup untuk bersama kamu
Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah ku merasai begitu

Semua telah berlalu harapan ku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu terus ku tertunggu
Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus menunggu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cinta mu
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hati untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku untuk tatapan kamu
Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakan ku

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua untuk dirimu saja
Ku mahu dirimu
Hanya untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta dari mu
Agar ku sempurna. . .

Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diri ku
Hanya satu. . .



just so you know

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

Just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to, be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
And I don't know
how to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I realized,
it was always there just never spoken
and I'm waiting here
been waiting here. . .



tell him

I know how it feels
To wake up without him
Lying here all alone
Just thinking about him

I can't believe
He holds on me
It's something indescribable
I know he knows
But won't you please

If you see my boy
Just tell him I miss his smile
Tell him I'm counting the minutes
Gonna see him in a little while
I know when he
Holds on to me
He's the one thing that I could never live without
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And tell him I love him

Oh yeah, just tell him I love him
The way that he moves
You know what it does to me
And when I catch his eye
I can hardly breathe

Every time that I'm around him
I just go to pieces crashing tumbling to the ground
I'm so glad I found him
I know how it feels

Oh yeah, just tell him I love him. . .



melawan kesepian

Apa pun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apa pun ini
Pelajaran yang bererti

Semoga kepergian mu
Tak akan mengubah apapun
Semoga mampu ku lawan kesepianku

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti. . .



cinta tak berganti

Biarkan lah rasa sayang
Sukarku lalui buat ku di duka
Kenangkan lah oh segala
Walau cinta di uji
Janji tak ku lupa

Tak daya ku halangi
Tak ku cuba jauhi
Tetap di sini terus menanti

Ikrar kita mengharungi badai sakti
Mencari sinar kasih suci
Walaupun nafas ku ini pasti terhenti
Jangan pula ada sangsi lubuk hati
Percaya cinta tiada ganti
Kau yang ku cari
Kau oh kasih
Ke akhir hayat nanti. . .



matahariku

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hati ku
Yang pernah di buka waktu hanya untuk mu
Kini kau pergi dari hidup ku
Ku harus relakan mu walau aku tak mahu

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semuanya dah berantak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisan ku
Ku bersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Aku terdiam sepi. . .



ketentuan

Tak semudah kau sangka
Melepaskan kau pergi hati yang meronta hampa kecewa
Ku tekad sembunyikan nya dari pandanganmu

Aku rela begini berakhirnya di sini
Dari bersama mu terus berpura
Setelah cinta tiada lagi di hatimu

Ku hapuskan air mata dari mengiringi
Kesengsaraan mengharung perpisahan ini
Ku pujuk jiwa nestapa pendamkan lah duka
Pasrah pada lara ketentuan ini

Tak semudah kau rasa melepaskan kau pergi
Hati yang terluka dikungjung jua
Kerinduan yang tidak tertanggung terhadap mu

Sesungguhnya ku tahu betapa sukar untuk ku
Menempuh hidup walau sehari tanpa mu
Ku terseksa. . .



maaf

Kau menyiksakan anis
Pertengkaran semalam di antara kita
Kini ku harus berdiri di tepian hati
Bimbang untuk memilih

Kau harus tahu
Dalam hati ku bergetar
Waktu ku tahu
Kau terluka saat aku

Buat kau menangis
Buat mu bersedih
Ingin ku memelukmu
Dan ucapkan maaf

Maafkan aku
Maafkan aku
Maafkan aku

Aku, aku pun mencoba
Untuk beri yang terbaik
Untuk kau miliki. . .



pacar ku

Oh senangnya saat kau dambakanku
Langsung ku jawab, ya kau jadi pacarku
Oh indahnya saat jalan mendua
Kau genggam erat, semua orang pun melihat
Oh tapi aku kecewa kau minta putus saja
Tak tahu sebabnya. . .

Oh pacarku mengapa kau putuskan aku
Padahal aku masih sayangkan mu
Kamu pergi meninggalkanku
Oh pacarku mengapa kau putuskan aku
Padahal kamu berjanji padaku takkan pernah meninggalkan ku. . .

Ku berharap kamu setia padaku
Dirimu selalu agar di dalam mimpi
Oh tapi aku kecewa kau minta putus saja
Tak tahu sebabnya. . .

R.I.P : March - August 16, 2008

R.I.P : March - August 16, 2008


Dun be mizunderstood. There is no one was dead, but ma soul is da one was dead for sumone dat I love very very much. He left me at da time dat I really really need sumone will be by ma side. But how come I’m forcing him to stop from doing dat. Even ma heart was suffering becoz of his leaving. But then its okai coz dat was his right from taking back everything wat we have done before. I will not blaming him for such all diz happened. Not at all! Mybe I’m da one shud be blamed with wat happened. Im trying to understand him, but him never. . . never to understand me well. I have no more tears for crying all da time, while him doing nothing for me. I sacrified lots of things, but him??? Gosh. . . we suppose to be in GENTING for celebrating our days there but everything was ruined at last minute. Only GOD knows how ma feelings right now. Everyone was having fun with their holidays, but me??? Staying alone at ma hostel for da whole midtem break. Wat a break for me. But I still accept doz things even I was screaming at myself how much I miss n love him. OMG, wat I have done till im just woke up for next 2 days. I did it again!!! Yup. . . I’m overdosed 4 taking too much of ma sleeping pills. I have had 2 coz I felt very sick dat night. But thank GOD I still alive. God still loves me. And da most important thing is dat I’m hoping n praying dat he will come back for me sumday. Sumday dat he will change all da things. I will be waiting for him forever n ever. . . coz I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING.

A to Z all about LOVE. . .

A to Z
About LOVE. . .


A – Alliance
Love is born with the alliance of two hearts

B – Brighten
Your love may brighten his/her life

C – Caring
There is no point if there is no caring of each other

D – Dear
Your love is your dear love one

E – Enhance
Must be enhancing your existing love

F – Forever
Together live forever and ever

G – Good
To be a perfect lover, you must be a good friend

H – Honest
Be honest in love

I – Intelligent
Delegate your intelligent which is good or bad

J – Jokes
Chill out your love with jokes

K – Kind
Kind of heart and soul in loving your love

L – Loyalty
Be loyal for only one!

M – Manner
Be manner and behave yourself and dignity

N – Need
Must right there when you are needed

O – Objective
Sure there must be objective in love!

P – Passion
To have it, need a passion to get it

Q – Quality
The best quality of love is sincere, not as sympathy

R – Responsibility
Must be responsible to your love

S – Survive
To survive in keeping your love till the end

T – Tolerate
Should be tolerate in love

U – Unpredictable
Be ready for unpredictable obstacles

V – Valuable
Appreciate your love coz it is very valuable

W – Wish
Try to give what your love wish for

X – X Factor
Your X is your sacrifice

Y – You
Do what you need to do, because”I need you”

Z – Zero
There is zero of disappointment

BeSdAY. . .

hepy besday to nico n fana. . .

besday da lama da lepas tp bru ja nk celebrate. . .

huhuhuhu. . . tp mmg besh la mlm ni. . .

hepy2 ja. . . smpai da kejadian n pengakuan yg telah sempat

di rakam oleh mamarazi (mumu meow2). . .

so pasni saksikan kejadian di dalm you tube bertajuk KIK. . .

HAHAHAHAHA. . .

ha, jgn lupa besday ni di taja sepenuhnya oleh mumu meow2 n lala da ciko. . .

thanx lala lalalalalalalala. . . . n mumu meoooooowwwwww. . .

jangan salah paham lak ngn pic ni. . .

pic ni adalah tangkapan semata-mata. . .

dan ini bukan untuk mengaburi mata pihak lawan. . .

di ulangai, mata pihak lawan. . .

haaa. . . ni belom sempat nk makan sempat lg berposing aite. . .

da nama giler posing mmg xsah la kan. . .

hahahahaha. . .

lala unya chiko xnampak. . .

nico punya chikyu ja yg nmpak. . .

jangan marah aite. . .

haaaa. . .

ni la empunya besday boy n gurl (nico n fina). . .

pape pn sebelom potong kek kita posing la dlu. . .

huhuhuhuhuhu. . .

jemput makan suma aite. . .

jangan malu jangan segan. . .

kalau xmalu amik pinggan. . .

ITADAKIMASU. . .

Metrosexual man!!!

The word metrosexual was coined by Mark Simpson, a British journalist and write who wrote the article “Here Come The Mirror Men” in 1994, which ran in the English newspaper, Independent. The term got popular in Simpson’s 2002 article “Meet The Metrosexual” which identified David Beckham as the metrosexual poster boy!!!


What is it?

A metrosexual guy is one who embraces, and is in touch with his “feminine’ side. He’s a little narcissistic, but is not to be confused as a gay man. Oucchh!!!

- Meticulous and very conscious about his appereance. He’ll spend a lot of time perfecting it.
- Up-to-date with the latest hairstyles and is usually clad in fashionable clothes.
- Takes care of his lifestyle and fitness. He goes to the gym and eats well.


Turn on or off? The pros and cons of dating a MM:


PROS:

- your number one shopping companion. He loves shopping as much as you do (if not more). He has no problems pointing out which jeans fit you best and which ones make your butt look big.
- He always looks good. He grooms himself from hair to personal hygiene \. You’ll never have to worry about ambarassing fahion faux pas.
- He loves all the good things in life. Designer clothes, art, fine dining.
- He’s comfortable being him. Not hung up on stereotypes and he doesn’t try to hide his moisturizer from you.
- He dresses to kill. He might even be able to give you a tip or two about fashion!
- He’s eye candy and is the perfect date.
- Imagine the envy you’ll get from your partner. . .


CONS:

- You have to keep up with his appearance, coz even if he’s bumming aroung the house, he’s still look impeccable.
- He’s obsessed about with himself. Ther’s only one singular focus. He pays attention to no one but him! You’ll feel second best.
- He fusses about his looks. All the time! He even spends more money than you on beauty and hair products. Grrr! (he might even use your lotion too!)
- Emotionallt, you might find yourself competing with him, coz well. . . he can be prettier than you. And sometimes, he even looks better in jeans than you do.